i hate you.
these games.
your defense mechanisms.

my teary bed
i can never sleep in this puddle.

why am i so desperate for you?

i hate you with all my love

minutes turn to hours without you by my side. In distance you felt closer to me, your new proximity shows be you've brought a cold shoulder along with you. i shrug andhope you'll get over this

Erase all the memories They will only bring us pain.

IT

that's all that i was to him, as i am led to believe. i'm so much more than that - he wants me to feel shame. i feel disposable, but inspired. He places me so far out of context. he lies to himself about who i am, what i'm about - to inspire hatred - a facade protecting him from pain. Emerging intraverted in progress - i left you as a last resort - i was waiting for you to be a better man. it wasn't happening by my side. you need to stad by your moral decision to never date the same person twice. i fucking love you. its not fair to anyone. i'm not one to wear something just because the shoe fits - but you weave stories in your mind to make me look the way you want. 3 months - youwre the last one inside me... it means nothing. my faith - blind.